Firsts and Nerves

    Today I encountered a lot of FIRSTS. I opened myself a checking account, yes I am almost 19 and just now opening one but HEY I did it! I also found out that I have to have my fingers printed in order to work in aftercare at New Hope, three years and I just now have to! OH!! and it cost a total of 50.00!!!! yeah just to have someone put ink onto my finger tips! It must be done though! The last first that I dealt with was buying my books for college. Which cost a total 135.86, so in all today i spent 185.86 but it is all needed! Anyways when I was at the book store buying my books a huge feeling of nervousness ran over my body, and I became sick to my stomch! As the days are passing me by I realize just how much closer I am to starting a new chapter in my life. One that I am so nervous and scared to start! I know with the guidance of the Lord that I will do just fine, I just have a hard time with accepting change. This is something that I pray about and I hope to overcome one day. So as the days dwindle down and i become more and more nervous I plan to try my hardest to just put it all in the Lords hands and just go with the flow!