Firsts and Nerves

    Today I encountered a lot of FIRSTS. I opened myself a checking account, yes I am almost 19 and just now opening one but HEY I did it! I also found out that I have to have my fingers printed in order to work in aftercare at New Hope, three years and I just now have to! OH!! and it cost a total of 50.00!!!! yeah just to have someone put ink onto my finger tips! It must be done though! The last first that I dealt with was buying my books for college. Which cost a total 135.86, so in all today i spent 185.86 but it is all needed! Anyways when I was at the book store buying my books a huge feeling of nervousness ran over my body, and I became sick to my stomch! As the days are passing me by I realize just how much closer I am to starting a new chapter in my life. One that I am so nervous and scared to start! I know with the guidance of the Lord that I will do just fine, I just have a hard time with accepting change. This is something that I pray about and I hope to overcome one day. So as the days dwindle down and i become more and more nervous I plan to try my hardest to just put it all in the Lords hands and just go with the flow!

Gotta Start Somewhere!

So I am new to blogging! I thought that having a blog and being able to just say how i feel would relieve a lot of stress off of my back! Also just to let everyone know nothing I write in my blog will be referring to anyone or be about anyone. It will be about my life and things that go one in it!

Well I guess I will just give a little background about myself! For starters I am 18 years old will be 19 in October. I am an upcoming freshman in college at Dalton State. I have been dating my boyfriend, Cody for almost 3 years and I have never been happier! I am an owner of a cute little shih tzu! His name is Jax and he's the most precious little puppy ever! He tends to be a little crazy though!

My family means the world to me and I would not be the person I am today without out them! They have provided me with the guidance I need to succeed in life! I enjoy spending time with them any chance I get!

My hero would have to be the greatest man I ever knew! My papaw, Larry Guthrie. He passed away when I was in 8th grade and that was probably the hardest obstacle I have had to face in my life so far. I will always love and miss you papaw!!

My bestfriend would have to be Jessica Nicole! In the past we had lost touch and grew apart, which is nothing out of the ordinay for us! But we are back together and growing strong! I trust her with my life and I know she will always be there for me, just like I will be for her!!

Well I succeeded in finishing my first actual blog and cannot wait to start blogging!